My Dear Family,
I never ever imagined how hard it would be to write this letter. I haven´t cried in an Internet cafe for a while. I cannot believe that I am writing home as a full time missionary for the last time. So many emotions and thoughts and feelings are running 1,000 miles an hour through my mind. It has been an amazing week. I have worked so hard and I am so so so happy to finish and complete my offering to the Lord. This last week, we had my last baptism, Yarhedi Huerta Vazquez. She is so special to me and I love her and her family. It was such a special baptism and I had the blessing and opportunity to enter into the water one last time as a missionary and baptize her.
It has been hard to say goodbye to so many friends and "family" here in Veracruz. Dad was completely right... It is way harder to come back from a mission, than it was to leave. I am so eternally thankful to my Father in Heaven for the blessing and opportunity that I have had for 24 amazing months to serve him as a full time missionary. My life will never be the same and I am eternally indebted with him. I am so excited to see you all. You are all my very best friends. I don´t know who, were what I´d be if it weren´t for each and everyone of you. I have learned so much being a missionary. It has been the best experience of my life.
NASA understands how it is finishing a mission. Two years ago I blasted off from Mission Control. In my journal today, I wrote "T-minus four days..." But then I realized that it was actually more like a re-entry. The blast off is always the best part to watch. I loved watching the shuttle hurtle towards the heavens and see the huge trail of smoke left behind. I loved blasting off personally two years ago into "heaven on earth" and embarking in this, the work of the Lord. But what is the most spectacular, jaw-dropping, astounding blast off worth without the re-entry. Just as you are all making preparations for re-entry, I am as well. I have set goals, made plans and established standards. I have been thinking about this day, my last letter home, for two years, thinking about what I would say and how I would feel. I definitely am not sad to finish this part of my life. Let me explain a little better. It is hard to realize that this chapter of my life is drawing to a close, but if we think about it, the mission is only the MTC for the rest of my life. I experience the most overwhelming sense and feeling of peace and happiness to think that I am finishing my mission with honor. It is such a sacred blessing to me. I have an eternity to think about every single minute spent, miracle seen, and heart touched. I am definitely feeling nostalgic, but not sad. I have my favorite 7 people on the face of this green earth waiting with arms open. I have so much to be thankful for. I want to close my lest letter as a representative of Jesus Christ with my testimony. It is personally mine and I found it here in the mission.
I know that God is my Eternal Father. I know that he knows me better than anyone else. I will always make him proud. I know that Jesus the Christ is my Savior and Redeemer who has personally and intimately paid for each and every one of my mistakes. I have felt his power and the power of the Atonement. I have been "born of the Spirit." I know that we are not members of just some other fancy church with pretty buildings and "nice" morals. We are members of the ONLY true and real Church of the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. His church was lost from the face of the Earth for so many years. Joseph Smith was called by God to bring back the blessings of exaltation. I testify that if we do our part, we will return to his presence. I know without a doubt that the Book of Mormon is the word of God. I had never read in entirely before the mission. That has changed. It is my favorite book and in it, I can find REAL answers straight from God for me, personally. I know the the Ricks family, is "tough as bricks" and we will be together forever. May you all feel the love and respect that I have for each one of you. May you know how grateful I am to be your son/older brother/friend. May God be with you till we meet again. Oh so soon.
Con todo el amor mexicano, veracruzano, y tejano que tengo,
For the last time, we´ll see ya´ll in a few!
Elder James Reed Ricks
I would love Dad´s famous breakfast tacos for breakfast. I will make the salsa and guacamole! :)
Lunch... I don´t know. I haven´t eaten "lunch" for more than two years because here "lunch" is really "dinner"... I´ll leave that one up to you!
Dinner.... Hmmm... That is a hard one. I think I will need to go with the Chicken noodle soup, with the whole baby carrot. :)
Mom...
You have successfully raised a full-time, honorably released son. May you feel the satisfaction and gratitude that our Heavenly Father has for you and for what you´ve done to help ME help so many people here in Veracruz. You're the best. I´ve got my cheek all ready for three days. :)